Why Is This Happening To Me? Is This Gonna Be Forever?!

hello, hi, bonjour, hola, yeah, so i know this isn't a personal blog. but today, it is. & it might be tomorrow too, or permanently... cause i wanna, and cause i can. i just wanted to share with the world--or whoever random is reading this--that summer school started today... and it blows. blows. blowssss.

first off, i can't sit still for anything and for me to sit still for 2+ hours for each class (i'm taking 2) is crazy. & it's mad hard for me to focus on things i could care less about. sad. oh, i took my laptop. with sad unfortunate plans of getting online if worst came to worst. well even worse happened. no one had their computer out to take notes. so i was forced to be best friends with boredom.

second, i already almost fell asleep--ON THE FIRST DAY!! i have no interest in what i'm learning in these classes. bad sign--but it's necessary. long story. no time.

third, i have to read like 3 chapters tonight, anddd i have homework. what kind of bogus is that? college. smh.

fourth, aint no breaks. well during my first class, my prof was saying that he won't have specific break times--and a student told him this story how people usually need 10-15 minutes after an hour... so that happened. i mean i hope it happens everyday... but that kid was weird. he had the weirdest things to say. i thought he was the teacher when he came in... he wasn't. oooops!! (i'm sorry!) & my second class, no break. the teacher is a little more enthusiastic though... (i was excited at first--until he told us that it was probably the hardest class we'll have to take in college, or one of them... i'm not mentally prepared for all that mess)!

last but not least, i have to go through the same thing AGAIN--TOMORROW & the next day, & the next day, until it's friday!! i don't have class friday--thank goooooodness!! & then monday, death will continue: 8AM class, sitting through the intense boredom, trying not to fall asleep, bc one of my professors WILL call you out (he already called out like 2 people today)! homework galore. test every week.

yippeee! summer, you are gonna be so flippin fun this time around.

let's just say i've got enough on my plate.

oh, did i tell you guys i'm bout to be in a relationship??!?!!! a COMMITTED relationship!!--with SCHOOL. forced. yup, not even a relationship like i want. but it must be done. duty calls.


& some weird/random/ifeellikesaying things that happened for your enlightenment (i'm rude sometimes, please forgive me):

• girl in one of my classes could not stop looking around the room with a dang confused look on her face. she had to have been sitting 2 seats away from me!! why? don't look at me for confirmation that this class is insanely difficult!! i will not be that person for you... i don't know you! please stop staring at me!! it makes me a bit uncomfortable & weirded out. sure i'm confused too, but i'm gonna sit in my seat, try not to fall asleep, try pay attention, & try not to look dumb.
• someone spilled a little little bit of coffee or whatever in one of my classes. weird student pops outta his seat [immediately], goes to the side of the room to his rolly bag [there wasn't room in the rows], and pulls out a napkin. that was really nice though. i needa be more like him. i shouldn't have laughed. shame on me. my rudeness is showing.
• we had to introduce ourselves in a class. i was 3rd to go. blah. name, major, how you feel about [insert college name]. "hey guys, i'm glenna, i don't know specifcially, but i'm a business major. & i don't really like [insert college name]". yeah i said it. AND? but shhh, i only felt comfortable saying that because the boy that went before me wanted to say he didn't like our school but didn't and the prof said he could be honest. so bam, hows that sliver of honesty for ya? i'm just not feelin it... haha maybe if my grades we bangin, i'd love it. who knows.
  
• during the whole introduce yourself thing, one student--he was a little older. he apparently went to other schools. cause he was like nope i don't like [insert college name]. we laughed. prof asked why. he said because i've been to other universities... prof asked if our school was too easy. dude said YES [with no hesitation]. man oh man. i mean... first, i was like, okay, i get it, this isn't NYU or Brown or anything like that [not that he said he went to those places]. second, i felt dumb. third, i felt dumber. i mean, let's not even get into my grades this last semester.
• sad: won't no fly fellas in my classes. yeah i can tell already. awww, dang. girl you shallow. whatev. i don't need any distractions anyways. i'm in a relationship after all. ;)
• update: i just got good news! we won't be using aplia in one of my classes. aplia is one of the devils best friends if you didn't know. so... that means i get like 70 bucks back. HECK YEAH. well, my mama gets $70 back. she'll be glad to hear it. :)
  

ugh, nap time. maybe i'll wake up and it'll all have been a dream. or maybe i'll wake up and the summer session will be over and i'll have two As... or be passing... haha.

bye yall.
i wanted to babble.

& i did, the end.

p.s. i really hope you knew what i was referring to in the subject line. if not, you've got some issues that need to be solved.
& you can solve them by educating yourself here.

so yeah.
i might be back tomorrow with more horrific stories to tell.
this blog wasn't supposed to be personal.
i'm far too rude for it.
peace.